My First Holiday Season in Calgary! And it was beautiful!

My Mum and I knew from the day we arrived in Canada that my Dad couldn’t come to visit us for Christmas. We had tentatively talked about it before, but then we got through Border Control and everything changed. They asked us if we had any future travel plans, and we mentioned my Dad might come for Christmas. After we said that, we knew that it might not work, and that could get us in trouble. We called my Dad to tell him, and he said he wouldn’t try to visit us for the sake of not jeopardizing our chances in Canada. Comedians often joke about their immigration experiences, which I enjoy. However, some things can’t be joked about because it’s too insensitive. I honestly can’t see myself joking about my experience with Border Control this time.

It was a mixed bag of emotions knowing that this would be my first Christmas without my Dad. I felt like it would be an interesting experience to see what my Mum and I did together to make this season special. Plus, I didn’t want to feel too sorry for myself. I don’t want to get into my relationship with my Dad either. That’s something I save for those near and dear to me. Although, I will say that before I left, there were some things he did that were very hurtful to me emotionally. Part of me was glad to leave and is still glad that I didn’t see him for the holidays. On the other hand, I really missed him on Christmas Day.

And then there was the COVID situation:

Another reason I didn’t want to feel too sorry for myself is that the holidays weren’t going to be normal for anyone this year. We have all had a bad year, and we have all had a loss in one way or another. Some of us have suffered worse than others though. If I think about it, I haven’t suffered as much as others I know. I have been processing my losses because it’s mentally healthy and I can be there for people who have suffered greater losses. The best thing I could do was to send love to the people I know. Love is the main thing we need right now. It’s easy to give and receive it and costs you nothing, but it’s important to take care of yourself too so you don’t exhaust yourself.

A couple of weeks before Christmas, we had a COVID scare! We needed some emergency plumbing done. Then, the plumber who worked on our place was exposed to someone who was also exposed to someone who had COVID. That made me and Mum level 4 of possible exposure! We decided to buck the trend if any. The best thing we could do was a semi-lockdown. We decided to stop going for our chronic pain treatment and limit going out for a while. Luckily, we didn’t get sick. I think it’s good we kept a certain amount of the paranoia we got from living in California during the first part of the pandemic. It would be the biggest irony of all to get sick after leaving a country whose COVID cases are off the charts at this point!

Then, We Had A Wonderful Surprise!

We got 10 inches of snow a few days before Christmas! A couple of days before the snowfall, we got a snow warning. It said to let someone know if you plan to go out and carry a cell phone with you. At that moment, I knew, “Okay. They are not messing around here!” My Mum said, “There’s winter. And then, there’s Canada.” She’s so right! On the day the snowfall started, we were in the southern part of Calgary. Aka: Any further south and we would have been out of the city on the way to the US border. I will talk about Calgarian suburbia more in a future post.

We were travelling home (by public transportation I might add) at the time when it started snowing. It was beautiful to see the snow falling, but I was grateful for being so well bundled up! Plus, visibility was disappearing from the snow fog and the setting sun. We proceeded with caution near the roads. People were driving home in droves. I learned that it can take drivers a while to get used to the snow season, and accidents can happen. We saw a driver nearly get rear-ended because he stopped for us to cross the street and the driver behind him had underestimated the stopping distance! Still, I’m a Londoner and a Public Transportation Odessey never hurt me. I’ll say more about days with deep snow in a future post, but I can honestly say I have thoroughly enjoyed it!

Also, even though it was -8 C, I was able to go outside without gloves! Not bad, hey?

Jazz Hands!

Christmas Eve

We have a tradition on Christmas Eve that we open one present. I chose a present that was both for me and my Mum, which was reading socks! I had stumbled on them as I was discovering the delights of Indigo bookstore (sp: !ndigo). Mum was delighted! We discussed the fact that you don’t really notice that your feet can get cold while reading. Also, this was definitely a creative moment with cultural significance. You’re more likely to notice things like cold feet when reading in a cold-weather/sub-Arctic climate, and someone was creative enough to find a solution for it! I love my reading socks! I’m wearing them as I’m writing this!

We watched some videos of the Halifax Comedy Festival before going to bed. I’m starting to develop a love for Canadian humour, and this has been a great introduction to it.

Christmas Day:

It was another beautiful day! My Mum was elated by the presents I found at !ndigo. I got us a crossword puzzle book of Canadian things as a family present. I feel like this will help us get a better understanding of the culture. We had a lovely Christmas dinner with different cheeses and charcuterie. Then, we had a panettone for our dessert. I wished everyone I knew the best Christmas possible. We have all had a hard year this year, but some have had a worse year than others. That night, we stayed up late and watched a new TV series. I’m not sure about this, but from what I have observed, Christmas night is the big night in Canada. In both the US and UK, it’s Christmas Eve. I guess I will find out more the longer I stay here.

After Christmas:

I started feeling depressed. In 2020, I struggled with depression on and off because of deliberately locking down for seven months. A fact about me as a person is that I love to get out and stay active. If I am forced to remain indoors from either illness or injury, I get depressed. So, naturally, 2020 was a hard time for my depression.

I found myself questioning everything I do during the day and feeling overloaded. It didn’t help that something happened that made me wish I was back in the US! It’s amazing how it’s easy to feel overloaded when the internet and media constantly demand your attention. One of my reasons for moving to Canada was to have a more deliberate life. Living near Silicon Valley felt more like System Overload Valley. Then, I remembered that this year, there is going to be the launch of The Great Reset Initiative. So, I said, “I need a Great Reset for my life!” One reason why I was taking a break from posting is to figure out what I need to do for my Great Reset. More on that later.

By the way, I’m not trying to say that I blindly agree with everything UN institutions are doing. One thing I did at university in my International Finance class is to study how UN institutions work and debate what they do. It was extremely informative, and it’s a practice I still continue today. I subscribe to World Economic Forum newsletters for precisely this reason. Honestly, I developed a passion for economics early on in my studies because of how it opened my world. I chose a fun major and a practical major. Even though Economics seems like my practical major at first glance, it was actually my fun major!

So, I decided to act on Past Precedent:

Next week is my birthday, but I made a decision to delay celebrating it until I felt ready. Sometimes, it can be hard to have a birthday soon after Christmas because you can overwork yourself. Additionally, I remember three years ago, I had appendicitis right before Christmas. My parents basically dropped everything to take care of me. I was home for Christmas, but the day wasn’t much because I was still very sick. We decided to celebrate Christmas on a day that I felt better. I learned that there can be too much pressure to celebrate things on the day. It’s okay to celebrate things later if you physically or mentally can’t do so on the day!

New Year’s:

I started feeling better on New Year’s Eve. A year ago, we started a tradition of doing stand-up comedy during the holiday season. This year, I got my first audience apart from my family! I’m part of this TCK community, and I did my routine for them! My theme was being a TCK, and also Canadian life so far. I am starting to learn what I can use as a common theme in my comedy.

There was something I was NOT looking forward to on New Year’s Eve: Brexit. I heard it was customary to say, “Happy Brexit”! Okay, do NOT say that to me please! Just don’t! I feel this so hard because I went to all this trouble to get dual nationality. I voted to stay in the EU to maintain my citizenship rights and I knew that it would be a big mess if England DID leave the EU. Now, I’m not an EU citizen and it turns out I was right! The only thing that makes me feel better about it is this:

Actually, John Oliver makes me feel better about Brexit in general. I recommend watching his three shows (so far) about Brexit! He can summarize the mess up better than I can!

There is one thing I can celebrate though. Today, I am 10% of the way to permanent residence in Canada! I’m not leaving anything to chance though. I have a plan for staying, and I’m just hoping it works. This month, I have been thinking about how much I have learned about life in Canada so far, and it’s amazing! Multiply that by 10 and who knows where I will be by the time I get permanent residence!

Resolutions:

I’m not one for making empty New Year’s Resolutions or trying to hold myself to impossible standards. I do make resolutions I believe in, but I am also accommodating of obstacles along my way. Some of these have to do with being new to Canada. The others have to do with my own Great Reset. Let me share a few:

  1. Explore more of my beautiful, new country! Whenever I move to a new country, I make a resolution to see more of it! Of course, it depends on the COVID situation, but I do have plans for a trip this summer!
  2. Improve on Canadian French. I am familiar with French French and Swiss-French, but this is a whole other dialect!
  3. Finish the draft of my book by the end of the year. Watch this space!
  4. Learn to drive in Canada. I have driven in England, and in California, but driving in Canada during the winter is a whole other set of skills to learn!

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Author: winteroseca

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22 thoughts on “My First Holiday Season in Calgary! And it was beautiful!”

  1. Yup, I loved John Oliver’s summaries of the BREXIT process. I think everyone knew that the UK and EU were simply living together until the UK did not want to any more. The fact that they kept their own currency was a clear signal. All the angry people in any country want things to go back to what they once were. However, people’s memories are not accurate and they way things once were is often not as good as the progress made. If we all went back to the way things were, Smallpox would be back, we’d have outdoor toilets, coal heat and kerosene lamps. Progress happens best when we all work together. I love your exuberance about snow. Once you’ve experienced it for 67 years, that feeling may fade a bit. Stay well and enjoy the weekend. Allan

    1. John Oliver is so cool! You’re definitely right about that. My way of saying it is the UK was the naughty child of the EU. My Mum took a trip to London the year before the UK joined the EU and she noticed things that made her say people clearly don’t remember what life was like before the EU! I definitely love snow! I was born between the Jura and the Alps, so there you go!

  2. I’m glad you and your mom were still able to enjoy the holiday. Sorry you were experiencing the holiday blues. Happy new year and I look forward to more of your posts!

    Lovely pictures!

  3. Thatโ€™s too bad that your dad couldnโ€™t join you in Calgary for your first Christmas in Canada. Thereโ€™s something about a fresh snowfall right before Christmas that just makes everything feel more magical. All the best with your New Yearโ€™s resolutions.

    P.S. I am a huge fan of reading socks too. Iโ€™m actually wearing a pair right now. Also from Indigo.

    1. High five on the Indigo socks! I agree about the fresh snowfall. My Mum said I was born on a night of a fresh snowfall in the intersection between the Jura and the Alps. To her, those nights of fresh snowfall are even more magical! I’m touched by that and also that she’s been telling me stories about France and Switzerland now ๐Ÿ˜Š. Thanks for commenting and Happy 2021! ๐ŸŽ‰

  4. Oh my, Happy Birthday in Advance Winteroseca!!! I’m also celebrating next week, I mean this week… ๐Ÿ˜… Jan 7 to be precise.

    It’s great reading your recollections of recent happenings and I’m happy you recovered well from appendicitis. I hear it can be quite painful.

    Your show photos sure look amazing and I hope drivers get better, it’s not easy I can tell but guess pedestrians have to be extra careful.

    Cheers on your journey to permanent residency in Canada and even more cheers to a happier year. ๐Ÿฅ‚

    1. Happy birthday in advance to you too! Thank you for commenting. I learned important lessons on taking care of both my physical and mental health from appendicitis. Hence why I decided to delay celebrating my birthday. It can be kind of stressful having a birthday soon after Christmas, right? ๐Ÿ˜‰

      Thanks for your kind wishes and Happy 2021 and looking forward to more of your posts! ๐ŸŽ‰

  5. ‘There’s winter and then there’s Canada’!! Love it! It must be tough changing countries especially during covid AND the holidays. Good that you have your mum. Happy New Year! Hope 2021 brings you happiness and health. Maggie

    1. I know! My Mum is so right about that. Canada is a whole other learning curve for winter compared to Switzerland/France, Virginia and Colorado, and heck, even London. Her saying serves as a reminder that we’re still learning here so don’t let my guard down. Thank you for your kind words. Happy 2021 to you too! Hope you have a wonderful and healthy year too! Thanks for commenting! ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ’œ

  6. I liked the European song, and I like your enthusiasm for Canada, even the snow, keep it for a long time.
    Bonne chance pour comprendre le joual et le chiac!

  7. I am not sure if you use WhatsApp or email, but I want you to know that you can reach out to me if you ever feel lonely or need someone to talk to. I am sorry that you were dealing with depression this holiday season. I get depression on and off (it comes in waves). Beautiful photos by the way! I am staying indoors; it is too cold for me outside. Happy New Year! ๐ŸŽ‰

    1. Thank you so much Hilary! I really appreciate that. I do use both email and WhatsApp. If you go to my contact page, you can send me an email and we can get started. Happy 2021 and thanks for commenting! ๐ŸŽ‰

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